I was interviewed for a article in on line cross-dressing web site. The interview never got posted but I was provided a copy. I will post it here.
Lori: When did you first start crossdressing?
Cindy: Unlike most CE I started dressing when I
was 54. I grew up straight and only in my later years did I realize I was
bi. Funny store about the first time I
dressed. I had met a guy online who was
going to be traveling to my town, he was looking for a BJ ad being bi, I
offered. He also said that he wanted to
have sex with a Shemale or Transvestite.
I said I would look around an see if I could find someone like that for
a threesome. I did find a shemale who
agreed to meet and for not offer of money.
My out of town friend meeting got postponed for a few days and when he
arrived the shemale was not available.
He was mad and started to yell at me like it was my fault, so I said
back, “What do you want me to do, put on some panties hose?” He said, “Yes” so I did, pantie hose, panty and bra. He was turned to be rubbing his cock between
the nylon clad legs that he bent me over, ripped a hole in the panty hose and
penetrated me. I had not been a bottom a lot but the excitement he had and the
action we had started me to be a CD.
Lori: Describe your beginning experiences dressing as a girl.
Cindy: My first dressing experiences were dressing in woman's
undies, bra, panties and stockings. When
I first started to dress cold not afford wigs or heels. I dressed to meet admires and would have
hotel parties and invite other CD over to play. The more I dressed the greater
my excitement became. The tactile
sensations were one of the main draws of early cross-dressing..
Lori: When did you start using make-up and wearing wigs? How did
you learn how to apply make up? Any tips for other TGirls? Brand of make up you
use?
Cindy: I experimented with makeup a few times, but not with any
success. It was not until I hired a
professional makeup person did I realize that
was a Cindy waiting to be discovered. When I first started to
cross-dress I had no real desire to use makeup or wear a wig. I remember a few
times trying makeup and thinking that I look like a drunk clown who put on
makeup while riding a roller coaster! They make up the person I found was
actually a TV porn star and who better to teach me and to do my make up but a
person in the business. She taught me to
do my make up by applying the makeup to one side of my face and then making me
do the other side. After the make up she
dressed me up, took pictures and I realize that there was a Cindy inside and
now she was free to be seen..
My tips for other TGirls? Start gradually, in
steps. It's tough not to go all out, and want to put everything on your face at
one time. I believe that many genetic girls use makeup to enhance their
features while trying to achieve a natural look. The best tip I can think of is
to practice practice practice. Lots of things our wives, girlfriends, sisters, mothers,
etc. learned was after years of trying different products and looks, and with
advice from other women. Many of us don't have that luxury. Practice practice
practice. Personally, I feel I look my best when I get my skin looking even then
everything else is icing on the cake.
Lori: If you had your choice, what do like wearing the most when being
a girl?
Cindy: I don't really have any favorite things to wear. Every time I
dress I'm catering to the person I am going to meet. Should I dress as a slut or the girl next
door. Should I dress as a school girl or
a cougar? Most men like to see stockings with a garter, five inch heels, short
skirt, tight or see through blouse and blond wig. Plain and simple, dress to
impress the man.
Lori: Now a bit of personal information ... What is your marital
status? A sensitive area for some girls, but ... how old are you now? Does
anyone know you are a TGirl? What country do you live in?
Cindy: I'm currently married, she does not know and I hope she never
finds out. None of my friends, co-workers or family knows that I am a
cross-dresser.). My age? Hmm... how old do I like. I have people guess from 30 to 50. And I say it's all because of the
makeup. On most of the sites that I have
a profile I say I am 58 but I am a few years older than them. No one wants to play around with a CD that is
in her sixties.
Lori: Do you have a website and/or email you’d like to share with us?
Cindy: I don't have a website yet. People have offered their
assistance but I've never really had time for it.
Been thinking about starting one lately,
though,My pics and blogs are at flickr.com/photos/Cindy.
Lori: Have you ever gone out as a girl? If so, tell us what the first
time is like and how you feel being out in the world as a girl.
Cindy: I've just started going out in public dressed. I go out shopping at Good Will
.
Lori: Have you ever gone through a purge of your female clothing? If
so, can you tell us why? How did it make you feel? How long before you went
back to being a girl?
Cindy: I purged once before, when I thought the dressing was somehow
over running my life. I went to a few different places to throw things away,
and felt regret almost immediately. I went back a few days latter to retrieve
as much as I could, but sadly couldn't recover my favorite things. I don't
remember exactly, but I'm pretty sure I dressed right after rescuing the last
box. If anyone ever has the 'urge to purge,' send me your stuff in a sealed
box. I'll send it right back to you when you come to your senses. Just kidding.
Lori: What percentage of time do you spend as a girl?
Cindy: I have a great schedule right now where I can dress week
nights after eight and all the time on weekends. My percentage of thinking like
a girl is much higher. When I am dressed I am thinking like a woman. I look at other woman and wonder whether I could
pull off her look... some women look totally beautiful in just sweatpants and a
t-shirt!
Lori: Have you ever considered moving towards becoming more of a girl
physically with options like hormones, feminisation surgery, breast enhancements,
or SRS?
Cindy: Maybe it's a cop-out or I just really enjoy my life as a
male, but I'm not interested in any physical procedures at all. I would only consider
any of those procedures if they didn't interfere with my being a guy. I think
one of the joys I have with being a TGirl is the ability to switch from one
expression of myself to the other and back with relative ease.
Lori: Do you feel more like a boy or a girl now and why?
Cindy: It's taken thirty plus years to say this and not feel like
I'm being cliché: I feel more like myself! My male and female sides are both
expressions of me, and I am extremely happy with both of them. I don't act overtly
macho as a boy, or feminine as a girl. I enjoy rebuilding carburetors as much
as wearing wrap dresses and strappy sandals.
Lori: Have you ever dated or wanted to date another TGirl or a man?
Cindy: Yes, that is the reason for me to dress to meet others. I started off just meeting men, admirers. But
lately I have started to meet other CD and they are more passionate. The like a lot of kissing and foreplay. Men just want to come and go, but other girls
they are like the energizer bunny, they just go and go and go.
Lori: Do you have any advice for other TGirls,
especially ones that have yet to venture out as a girl?
Cindy: I can't give advice on something I haven't done yet, but a
reappearing theme in giving any kind of advice is, 'Do what feels comfortable.'
I'm still in the infant stages of venturing out, and have total admiration and
respect for all the other TGirls who make it anywhere outside their front door.
(note: actually, I can give advice on things I haven't done before…I’ve never
eaten yellow snow before, but…
you know)
Lori: How is your life now as a TGirl? What's gone well and not so
well?
Cindy: My life as a TGirl is pretty good now. At this time, I have a
very good balance of my boy life and my T-life. I have a lot of free time to
dress, and spend a fair amount of time not dressed. It makes my time as Cindy a
little more special.
Lori: Anything else you'd like to say?
Cindy: I feel like I have tons still to say, but want to give the
readers a rest, so I'll keep this one short. Thanks again for selecting me for
the magazine and website! It really is an honor. This is such a diverse community
we are all a part of, with varying levels of transgenderism (is that a word?).
I hope thatsomeday I can be a more active part of the TG community. Happy
Holidays!
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