What a wonderful day yesterday was

My friend Jess and I met in person after weeks of exchanging emails on TVChix.  She is as lovely in   person as I imaged.  Our plans were to go out shopping then return to dress up and do your makeup. Primark had a nice makeup counter with several makeup girls will provide advise.  I got my foundation matched to my skin tone.  The girl that provided assistance was very nice, did not bat a eyelash that I was a cross-dresser.
We drove about 45 minutes to go to a sex store warehouse.  The sex shop is for BDSM fetish dress and some adult toys.  I found a maids outfit which was in my size and there was a discount of 20%.
Next we visited a town that had several charitable used clothing stores.
The weather was overcast and a bit on the chilly side.  In one of the stores a found a light weight jacket for five pounds.
We arrive back at our hotel with plans to out for dinner.  We found a nice Indian restaurant where I order shish kabob as good as what I have had in Saudi Arabia.
We took the underground into London then the bus to get to the club called Legs800.  We arrived after 11 pm and I was not sure if there would be a lot of people there. Legs800 is different than Sweet Wednesday, the number of cross-dresser equal the number of admires and  seemed to be 20-25 each.

The Legs800 is on three levels which my heels made climbing the steps difficult and dangerous.  We brought a drink on the first floor, then went to the second floor to the dressing room. I have dressed with the maids outfit and then over had a long skirt and a blouse.  I put on my five inch heels to complete my outfit of being a maid.  There was a dance floor and a few couches on this floor.  Porn movie was planing a large screen display.

Jess and I explored the third floor where there was a dungeon room, a another room with places to sit and watch porn.  There was another room that was very dark.  Along the walls was a bench  seat where some naughty girls would site and wait for an admirer to walk by and make contact.  I will not go into the details here, will save that for one of my erotic stories.

We left the club at 3 am and had to take the 24 hour bus since the underground was closed. After three bus changes and about a hour we arrived at our hotel a little before fine.  We agreed to sleep till noon then meet and plan our day.

On vacation for two weeks

Well I am on vacation for the next two weeks.  I flew to London for three days alone time to be Cindy.  After that will fly to Scotland to spend time with family.
Cindy was able to dress for the fist time in two months.  She arrived early morning and took a taxi to the hotel, it was 9 am.  The front desk said it would be 10 pounds extra if I wanted to check in early.  I said fine.
Not far from the hotel is High Street a local shopping area.  There were many shops with lady clothing but I am a 44 to 48 and most of the store sizes below 42.  I brought a few stocking and pantie
 hose, one thing you cannot find in Saudi Arabia. I bought some Jewelry and that was about it for shopping.
I had posted on TV Chix that I was arriving and would like to find someone to meet.  I contacted them and set up a time.  Only one out of seven contacted confirm he could meet on Friday.
I told him I could be dressed in two hours, it was now 2 pm.  I took my time laid out my outfit, Black thigh high stockings with suspenders, pink panties. I have a long red skirt, blue blouse and blond wig.  I chose to wear my black corset, it if very sexy looking and hides my few extra pounds.
My date arrived on time, it was not long before we started to kiss which he said was very good at doing.
We both had a fun time and he left.  I was tired from the walk, from my date and the jet lag and decided not to meet anyone else and to get some rest.
It is now Sat. morning and I will meet Jess at 8 am.  We will spend time dressing, then going out shopping for a wig and clothes.  I will write more later.

What do you want to know?

I have been writing my blog for a few months and do not know what you want to see.  The most response I got was the posting about low T.  I posted some CD tips and then some personal things about me.  I even have a post guess your age.  I have not received any comments on any of my posts.  I know I have nine members and not all like to take the time to respond but I need some feedback.
I have posted erotic stories about Cindy and yet no comment.
So what would you like, photos, stories, links?
I will try to reach out to my flickr group and see if I can get a more members here to join.
You can send an email to me about what you like to seen on this blog site.
Cindy

An Interview with Cindy Will a Cross-dresser

I was interviewed for a article in on line cross-dressing web site. The interview never got posted but I was provided a copy.  I will post it here. 

Lori: When did you first start crossdressing?

Cindy: Unlike most CE I started dressing when I was 54. I grew up straight and only in my later years did I realize I was bi.  Funny store about the first time I dressed.  I had met a guy online who was going to be traveling to my town, he was looking for a BJ ad being bi, I offered.  He also said that he wanted to have sex with a Shemale or Transvestite.  I said I would look around an see if I could find someone like that for a threesome.  I did find a shemale who agreed to meet and for not offer of money.  My out of town friend meeting got postponed for a few days and when he arrived the shemale was not available.  He was mad and started to yell at me like it was my fault, so I said back, “What do you want me to do, put on some panties hose?”  He said, “Yes”  so I did, pantie hose, panty and bra.  He was turned to be rubbing his cock between the nylon clad legs that he bent me over, ripped a hole in the panty hose and penetrated me. I had not been a bottom a lot but the excitement he had and the action we had started me to be a CD. 

Lori: Describe your beginning experiences dressing as a girl.

Cindy: My first dressing experiences were dressing in woman's undies, bra, panties and stockings.  When I first started to dress cold not afford wigs or heels.  I dressed to meet admires and would have hotel parties and invite other CD over to play. The more I dressed the greater my excitement became.  The tactile sensations were one of the main draws of early cross-dressing..

Lori: When did you start using make-up and wearing wigs? How did you learn how to apply make up? Any tips for other TGirls? Brand of make up you use?

Cindy: I experimented with makeup a few times, but not with any success.  It was not until I hired a professional makeup person did I realize that  was a Cindy waiting to be discovered. When I first started to cross-dress I had no real desire to use makeup or wear a wig. I remember a few times trying makeup and thinking that I look like a drunk clown who put on makeup while riding a roller coaster! They make up the person I found was actually a TV porn star and who better to teach me and to do my make up but a person in the business.  She taught me to do my make up by applying the makeup to one side of my face and then making me do the other side.  After the make up she dressed me up, took pictures and I realize that there was a Cindy inside and now she was free to be seen..

My tips for other TGirls? Start gradually, in steps. It's tough not to go all out, and want to put everything on your face at one time. I believe that many genetic girls use makeup to enhance their features while trying to achieve a natural look. The best tip I can think of is to practice practice practice. Lots of things our wives, girlfriends, sisters, mothers, etc. learned was after years of trying different products and looks, and with advice from other women. Many of us don't have that luxury. Practice practice practice. Personally, I feel I look my best when I get my skin looking even then everything else is icing on the cake.

Lori: If you had your choice, what do like wearing the most when being a girl?

Cindy: I don't really have any favorite things to wear. Every time I dress I'm catering to the person I am going to meet.  Should I dress as a slut or the girl next door.  Should I dress as a school girl or a cougar? Most men like to see stockings with a garter, five inch heels, short skirt, tight or see through blouse and blond wig. Plain and simple, dress to impress the man.

Lori: Now a bit of personal information ... What is your marital status? A sensitive area for some girls, but ... how old are you now? Does anyone know you are a TGirl? What country do you live in?

Cindy: I'm currently married, she does not know and I hope she never finds out. None of my friends, co-workers or family knows that I am a cross-dresser.). My age? Hmm... how old do I like.  I have people guess from 30 to 50.  And I say it's all because of the makeup.  On most of the sites that I have a profile I say I am 58 but I am a few years older than them.  No one wants to play around with a CD that is in her sixties.

Lori: Do you have a website and/or email you’d like to share with us?

Cindy: I don't have a website yet. People have offered their assistance but I've never really had time for it.

Been thinking about starting one lately, though,My pics and blogs are at flickr.com/photos/Cindy.

Lori: Have you ever gone out as a girl? If so, tell us what the first time is like and how you feel being out in the world as a girl.

Cindy: I've just started going out in public dressed.  I go out shopping at Good Will

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Lori: Have you ever gone through a purge of your female clothing? If so, can you tell us why? How did it make you feel? How long before you went back to being a girl?

Cindy: I purged once before, when I thought the dressing was somehow over running my life. I went to a few different places to throw things away, and felt regret almost immediately. I went back a few days latter to retrieve as much as I could, but sadly couldn't recover my favorite things. I don't remember exactly, but I'm pretty sure I dressed right after rescuing the last box. If anyone ever has the 'urge to purge,' send me your stuff in a sealed box. I'll send it right back to you when you come to your senses. Just kidding.

Lori: What percentage of time do you spend as a girl?

Cindy: I have a great schedule right now where I can dress week nights after eight and all the time on weekends. My percentage of thinking like a girl is much higher. When I am dressed I am thinking like a woman.  I look at other woman and wonder whether I could pull off her look... some women look totally beautiful in just sweatpants and a t-shirt!

Lori: Have you ever considered moving towards becoming more of a girl physically with options like hormones, feminisation surgery, breast enhancements, or SRS?

Cindy: Maybe it's a cop-out or I just really enjoy my life as a male, but I'm not interested in any physical procedures at all. I would only consider any of those procedures if they didn't interfere with my being a guy. I think one of the joys I have with being a TGirl is the ability to switch from one expression of myself to the other and back with relative ease.

Lori: Do you feel more like a boy or a girl now and why?

Cindy: It's taken thirty plus years to say this and not feel like I'm being cliché: I feel more like myself! My male and female sides are both expressions of me, and I am extremely happy with both of them. I don't act overtly macho as a boy, or feminine as a girl. I enjoy rebuilding carburetors as much as wearing wrap dresses and strappy sandals.

Lori: Have you ever dated or wanted to date another TGirl or a man?

Cindy: Yes, that is the reason for me to dress to meet others.  I started off just meeting men, admirers. But lately I have started to meet other CD and they are more passionate.  The like a lot of kissing and foreplay.  Men just want to come and go, but other girls they are like the energizer bunny, they just go and go and go. 

 Lori: Do you have any advice for other TGirls, especially ones that have yet to venture out as a girl?

Cindy: I can't give advice on something I haven't done yet, but a reappearing theme in giving any kind of advice is, 'Do what feels comfortable.' I'm still in the infant stages of venturing out, and have total admiration and respect for all the other TGirls who make it anywhere outside their front door. (note: actually, I can give advice on things I haven't done before…I’ve never eaten yellow snow before, but…

you know)

Lori: How is your life now as a TGirl? What's gone well and not so well?

Cindy: My life as a TGirl is pretty good now. At this time, I have a very good balance of my boy life and my T-life. I have a lot of free time to dress, and spend a fair amount of time not dressed. It makes my time as Cindy a little more special.

Lori: Anything else you'd like to say?

Cindy: I feel like I have tons still to say, but want to give the readers a rest, so I'll keep this one short. Thanks again for selecting me for the magazine and website! It really is an honor. This is such a diverse community we are all a part of, with varying levels of transgenderism (is that a word?). I hope thatsomeday I can be a more active part of the TG community. Happy Holidays!

Drag Queen

I was surfing around and found this web site that shows drag queen photos before and after the makeup, actually it shows one half of the face made up.  Very impressive photos.

http://www.walltowatch.com/view/8556/Drag+Queens+Before+and+After

See the link for many other impressive photos.

Going on vacation

I am going on vacation after being in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia for over six months.  I will fly to London and have a three night stay where I will be Cindy, then on to Scotland to be with my family.
While in London I hope to do some shopping. I would like to get a nice day time outfit and then a sexy evening time outfit.  I need a new wig and then some stockings.
Someone told me I look younger as a blond than a brunette and I am all for looking younger.  While in London I will meet a close friend name Jess who has agreed to put up with me for a few days.  Of course I want to do everything but time is limited and sorry that I am not in London at the time Sweet Wednesday is open but there are a couple of other clubs that we will visit on Friday and Saturday night.  Jess will take me to a store where they can recommend what shade of foundation would be best and what eye shadow would be best.  I think it will be fun to be shopping as Cindy and no one in London will care that I am a CD.
I do hope to take a lot of photos while I am dressed and I will post some of them here and on my Flickr site.
I have quit meeting men here in Jeddah.  Meeting strangers in Jeddah is not safe.  I had a application called Grinder where you can post a profile and then find others that might have the same interest.  I posted my profile as a transgendered or CD.  I was about the only CD in a city of  3.5 million people which made me a easy target or at least a curiosity.  I would get messages from 6 to 10 men asking to meet Cindy, how could I say no.  For the first four months I was meeting men every Friday at different local hotels.  The rooms cost around $50-75 a night and were one or two stars but had clean sheets.
I would dress up as Cindy and the men would drop by for a hour or two, where we chatted and then I was treated the pleasure of Arab men.  I will not go into the details but Arab men are studs, and many can come several times in a short period of time.
I did find that most arab men found Cindy in woman clothing a thing of interest but rather have the guy naked and not a guy in a dress.  Sometimes it was disappointing to get all dress up just to be disrobed in a few minutes.  I am overweight, fat and not happy with the way I look but it seems like for a few Arab men this is a plus and I never had a shortage of men to meet.
I have become friends with many of the men I have met and they all caution me about meeting strangers even though they were stranger when we first met.  So I changed my meeting to men that I have met before.
I ended up just meeting one man, Ahmad who I have grown in my affection.  He is gay in a country that will put their citizen in jail for five years for being caught. An they will flog you many times, 1000 to 5000 lashes is not uncommon. If I were caught, I would be deported, if Ahmad was caught he would first be beating into confessing, then tried and found guilty of being gay.
I meet Ahmad for dinning out, shopping and great conservation. We play around a little but even that is risky.  For that last two months, Cindy has not been able to dress.  I tell you this because I am so looking forward in geting out of the country and going to London where it is not a crime to dress and that I will be with my girlfriend Jess and we will just have  marvelous time together.

how old do I look

I read a article about this web site set up by Microsoft that will tell you how old you look.
I tried it as Cindy and I am between 34 and 61 years old depending on the photo.  I tried it as Roger and I am within 4 years of the correct age.  Here are a few of the photos and the suggested age.
Please comment, How old do I look?
The web site is how-old.net