Sunday, August 27, 2017

Looking more like a woman

I love photos to be taken of me but sometimes I look like a man with wearing a wig.  I have found a way to look more fem by retouching my photos. I use a software package called Portraitprofessionl
http://www.portraitprofessional.com/photo_editing_software/
The portrait software is about 80 pounds or $104 US.
The software can change every feature on your face.  I like the way it makes my wrinkles go away.  It can add some makeup to the eyes as well as tan your skin or add blush. But the software was not designed to be a makeup software.
It does not take long to edit a photo or a lot of experience.

 I just love the way I look in the after photos. I wish my make up skills were as good as my editing skills.  I post all my photos on my flickr.com site
http://www.flickr.com/photos/cindyusa/




If anyone has a portrait they would like to improve send me your photos and I will edit them.  Just send me your jpg to cindyusa58@yahoo.com
Cindy










Like most of us cross-dressers I am married.  My wife does not know I wear woman clothing and meet men for sex.  I have been lucky for the last eight years I have been working away form home while my wife took care of her parents.  They both were in good health but need a care giver to make there lives comfortable.  Both of my in-laws now have passed and my wife is able to live with me again.  I have mixed feelings about this, Cindy will have to go back in the closet. 
I have secured a suitcase with my Cindy things with a friend in London.  This is one of my favorites places to go for a few days and relax being Cindy.  I have another friend who will keep my other outfits.  For the last three years I lived in Saudi Arabia and was able to be Cindy several times a week.  I had a chance to practice doing my make up. 
I enjoy dressing like a woman, looking like a woman, being desirable as a woman by strangers I meet.
My plan is to lay low and not dress.  My wife will be living with me in Bahrain for the next six months  Then she will leave for a couple of month.  Cindy will have to wait until the right time to dress again.  In the next six month I hope to loose another twenty pounds, and fitting into a size sixteen.
In my down time of being Cindy I will try to fill the need by adding to this blog.  I do not have a lot of followers here.  I will try to increase my followers by posting interesting information about our hobby and past time cross-dressing.  So if you follow me, and have any suggestions on what to wright about please contact me at cindyusa58@yahoo.com.  If you know ways for my blog to be read by more people, please let me know.
I was getting fat.  According to the medical profession I was obese.   My weight was 244 lbs with my height being 5 foot 10 inches.  My Body Mass Index was 35.  My ideal weight is 190 lbs.  I had several medical conditions: pre diabetes, hypotension, sleeping did order and a incisional hernia.
When I dressed I looked pregnant. I even started to shop for pregnant woman clothing so things would fit and hide my few extra pounds.  One of my admires commented on my weight and mentioned that he knew a doctor who taught the weight reduction surgery at the local University in Jeddah, Saudi Arabia. 
I met the doctor and after reviewing my medical history recommended the sleeve surgery.  This operation would be done Laparoscopy and would remove four fifths of my stomach.  It would remove the part of my stomach that creates the hungry feel you have with not food to digest.  My people cannot loose weight because this hungry feeling will make you eat.  The operation reduces the size of your stomach that allows you to reduced your calories per day.  I should be able to loos the fifty four pounds in six month. 

The operation cost $11,500 with the insurance not paying for the cost because I was not on a diet plan supervised by a doctor.  I had been to a doctor many months before and put on a diet but was never supervised, or in a weight program like Jenny Craig.  It really did not matter, I was fat, my health issues started to have an affect on my activities.  Walking up two flight of stairs would make me out of breath.

I took the money out of my retirement account and had the operation on the last day of February 2017.  I was on a liquid diet for three weeks.  The liquid diet was apple juice, broth soup, sixty four ounces of water and jell.  I started to loos one pound of fat a day for thirty days.  Next I was placed on a semi liquid diet for thirty days that allowed me to eat scrambled eggs, apple sauce, soup from can and sixty ounces of water a day. I continue to loos weight at about a pound every two days.
At the end of the second month I was thirty eight pounds lighter.

My pants went from a 44 to a 38, my chest went from a fifty four to a fourth four.  Lucky I still kept my A cup and they even looked better because my stomach was going.  I stopped loosing weight after a few months due to a variety of reasons have maintained my weight at two hundred four pounds. My pants size is less than a 38 but a little more than a 36. I am able to walk without getting out of breath.
I am still looking to loose the last fourteen pounds over the next month.  I will go on the semi liquid diet.

I think I look sexier, I did all this so Cindy would be looking sexier for the men I meet.  I was in size 22 to 24 woman dress and now I am down to 16 to 18 dress.  A lot of my cloths now do not fit and will purge them.  Some of the clothing I purchased did not fit and now they do.  I have some pre-operation photos of my body but have not taken any post operation.  When I do I will post them.