What a wonderful day yesterday was

My friend Jess and I met in person after weeks of exchanging emails on TVChix.  She is as lovely in   person as I imaged.  Our plans were to go out shopping then return to dress up and do your makeup. Primark had a nice makeup counter with several makeup girls will provide advise.  I got my foundation matched to my skin tone.  The girl that provided assistance was very nice, did not bat a eyelash that I was a cross-dresser.
We drove about 45 minutes to go to a sex store warehouse.  The sex shop is for BDSM fetish dress and some adult toys.  I found a maids outfit which was in my size and there was a discount of 20%.
Next we visited a town that had several charitable used clothing stores.
The weather was overcast and a bit on the chilly side.  In one of the stores a found a light weight jacket for five pounds.
We arrive back at our hotel with plans to out for dinner.  We found a nice Indian restaurant where I order shish kabob as good as what I have had in Saudi Arabia.
We took the underground into London then the bus to get to the club called Legs800.  We arrived after 11 pm and I was not sure if there would be a lot of people there. Legs800 is different than Sweet Wednesday, the number of cross-dresser equal the number of admires and  seemed to be 20-25 each.

The Legs800 is on three levels which my heels made climbing the steps difficult and dangerous.  We brought a drink on the first floor, then went to the second floor to the dressing room. I have dressed with the maids outfit and then over had a long skirt and a blouse.  I put on my five inch heels to complete my outfit of being a maid.  There was a dance floor and a few couches on this floor.  Porn movie was planing a large screen display.

Jess and I explored the third floor where there was a dungeon room, a another room with places to sit and watch porn.  There was another room that was very dark.  Along the walls was a bench  seat where some naughty girls would site and wait for an admirer to walk by and make contact.  I will not go into the details here, will save that for one of my erotic stories.

We left the club at 3 am and had to take the 24 hour bus since the underground was closed. After three bus changes and about a hour we arrived at our hotel a little before fine.  We agreed to sleep till noon then meet and plan our day.

On vacation for two weeks

Well I am on vacation for the next two weeks.  I flew to London for three days alone time to be Cindy.  After that will fly to Scotland to spend time with family.
Cindy was able to dress for the fist time in two months.  She arrived early morning and took a taxi to the hotel, it was 9 am.  The front desk said it would be 10 pounds extra if I wanted to check in early.  I said fine.
Not far from the hotel is High Street a local shopping area.  There were many shops with lady clothing but I am a 44 to 48 and most of the store sizes below 42.  I brought a few stocking and pantie
 hose, one thing you cannot find in Saudi Arabia. I bought some Jewelry and that was about it for shopping.
I had posted on TV Chix that I was arriving and would like to find someone to meet.  I contacted them and set up a time.  Only one out of seven contacted confirm he could meet on Friday.
I told him I could be dressed in two hours, it was now 2 pm.  I took my time laid out my outfit, Black thigh high stockings with suspenders, pink panties. I have a long red skirt, blue blouse and blond wig.  I chose to wear my black corset, it if very sexy looking and hides my few extra pounds.
My date arrived on time, it was not long before we started to kiss which he said was very good at doing.
We both had a fun time and he left.  I was tired from the walk, from my date and the jet lag and decided not to meet anyone else and to get some rest.
It is now Sat. morning and I will meet Jess at 8 am.  We will spend time dressing, then going out shopping for a wig and clothes.  I will write more later.

What do you want to know?

I have been writing my blog for a few months and do not know what you want to see.  The most response I got was the posting about low T.  I posted some CD tips and then some personal things about me.  I even have a post guess your age.  I have not received any comments on any of my posts.  I know I have nine members and not all like to take the time to respond but I need some feedback.
I have posted erotic stories about Cindy and yet no comment.
So what would you like, photos, stories, links?
I will try to reach out to my flickr group and see if I can get a more members here to join.
You can send an email to me about what you like to seen on this blog site.
Cindy

An Interview with Cindy Will a Cross-dresser

I was interviewed for a article in on line cross-dressing web site. The interview never got posted but I was provided a copy.  I will post it here. 

Lori: When did you first start crossdressing?

Cindy: Unlike most CE I started dressing when I was 54. I grew up straight and only in my later years did I realize I was bi.  Funny store about the first time I dressed.  I had met a guy online who was going to be traveling to my town, he was looking for a BJ ad being bi, I offered.  He also said that he wanted to have sex with a Shemale or Transvestite.  I said I would look around an see if I could find someone like that for a threesome.  I did find a shemale who agreed to meet and for not offer of money.  My out of town friend meeting got postponed for a few days and when he arrived the shemale was not available.  He was mad and started to yell at me like it was my fault, so I said back, “What do you want me to do, put on some panties hose?”  He said, “Yes”  so I did, pantie hose, panty and bra.  He was turned to be rubbing his cock between the nylon clad legs that he bent me over, ripped a hole in the panty hose and penetrated me. I had not been a bottom a lot but the excitement he had and the action we had started me to be a CD. 

Lori: Describe your beginning experiences dressing as a girl.

Cindy: My first dressing experiences were dressing in woman's undies, bra, panties and stockings.  When I first started to dress cold not afford wigs or heels.  I dressed to meet admires and would have hotel parties and invite other CD over to play. The more I dressed the greater my excitement became.  The tactile sensations were one of the main draws of early cross-dressing..

Lori: When did you start using make-up and wearing wigs? How did you learn how to apply make up? Any tips for other TGirls? Brand of make up you use?

Cindy: I experimented with makeup a few times, but not with any success.  It was not until I hired a professional makeup person did I realize that  was a Cindy waiting to be discovered. When I first started to cross-dress I had no real desire to use makeup or wear a wig. I remember a few times trying makeup and thinking that I look like a drunk clown who put on makeup while riding a roller coaster! They make up the person I found was actually a TV porn star and who better to teach me and to do my make up but a person in the business.  She taught me to do my make up by applying the makeup to one side of my face and then making me do the other side.  After the make up she dressed me up, took pictures and I realize that there was a Cindy inside and now she was free to be seen..

My tips for other TGirls? Start gradually, in steps. It's tough not to go all out, and want to put everything on your face at one time. I believe that many genetic girls use makeup to enhance their features while trying to achieve a natural look. The best tip I can think of is to practice practice practice. Lots of things our wives, girlfriends, sisters, mothers, etc. learned was after years of trying different products and looks, and with advice from other women. Many of us don't have that luxury. Practice practice practice. Personally, I feel I look my best when I get my skin looking even then everything else is icing on the cake.

Lori: If you had your choice, what do like wearing the most when being a girl?

Cindy: I don't really have any favorite things to wear. Every time I dress I'm catering to the person I am going to meet.  Should I dress as a slut or the girl next door.  Should I dress as a school girl or a cougar? Most men like to see stockings with a garter, five inch heels, short skirt, tight or see through blouse and blond wig. Plain and simple, dress to impress the man.

Lori: Now a bit of personal information ... What is your marital status? A sensitive area for some girls, but ... how old are you now? Does anyone know you are a TGirl? What country do you live in?

Cindy: I'm currently married, she does not know and I hope she never finds out. None of my friends, co-workers or family knows that I am a cross-dresser.). My age? Hmm... how old do I like.  I have people guess from 30 to 50.  And I say it's all because of the makeup.  On most of the sites that I have a profile I say I am 58 but I am a few years older than them.  No one wants to play around with a CD that is in her sixties.

Lori: Do you have a website and/or email you’d like to share with us?

Cindy: I don't have a website yet. People have offered their assistance but I've never really had time for it.

Been thinking about starting one lately, though,My pics and blogs are at flickr.com/photos/Cindy.

Lori: Have you ever gone out as a girl? If so, tell us what the first time is like and how you feel being out in the world as a girl.

Cindy: I've just started going out in public dressed.  I go out shopping at Good Will

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Lori: Have you ever gone through a purge of your female clothing? If so, can you tell us why? How did it make you feel? How long before you went back to being a girl?

Cindy: I purged once before, when I thought the dressing was somehow over running my life. I went to a few different places to throw things away, and felt regret almost immediately. I went back a few days latter to retrieve as much as I could, but sadly couldn't recover my favorite things. I don't remember exactly, but I'm pretty sure I dressed right after rescuing the last box. If anyone ever has the 'urge to purge,' send me your stuff in a sealed box. I'll send it right back to you when you come to your senses. Just kidding.

Lori: What percentage of time do you spend as a girl?

Cindy: I have a great schedule right now where I can dress week nights after eight and all the time on weekends. My percentage of thinking like a girl is much higher. When I am dressed I am thinking like a woman.  I look at other woman and wonder whether I could pull off her look... some women look totally beautiful in just sweatpants and a t-shirt!

Lori: Have you ever considered moving towards becoming more of a girl physically with options like hormones, feminisation surgery, breast enhancements, or SRS?

Cindy: Maybe it's a cop-out or I just really enjoy my life as a male, but I'm not interested in any physical procedures at all. I would only consider any of those procedures if they didn't interfere with my being a guy. I think one of the joys I have with being a TGirl is the ability to switch from one expression of myself to the other and back with relative ease.

Lori: Do you feel more like a boy or a girl now and why?

Cindy: It's taken thirty plus years to say this and not feel like I'm being cliché: I feel more like myself! My male and female sides are both expressions of me, and I am extremely happy with both of them. I don't act overtly macho as a boy, or feminine as a girl. I enjoy rebuilding carburetors as much as wearing wrap dresses and strappy sandals.

Lori: Have you ever dated or wanted to date another TGirl or a man?

Cindy: Yes, that is the reason for me to dress to meet others.  I started off just meeting men, admirers. But lately I have started to meet other CD and they are more passionate.  The like a lot of kissing and foreplay.  Men just want to come and go, but other girls they are like the energizer bunny, they just go and go and go. 

 Lori: Do you have any advice for other TGirls, especially ones that have yet to venture out as a girl?

Cindy: I can't give advice on something I haven't done yet, but a reappearing theme in giving any kind of advice is, 'Do what feels comfortable.' I'm still in the infant stages of venturing out, and have total admiration and respect for all the other TGirls who make it anywhere outside their front door. (note: actually, I can give advice on things I haven't done before…I’ve never eaten yellow snow before, but…

you know)

Lori: How is your life now as a TGirl? What's gone well and not so well?

Cindy: My life as a TGirl is pretty good now. At this time, I have a very good balance of my boy life and my T-life. I have a lot of free time to dress, and spend a fair amount of time not dressed. It makes my time as Cindy a little more special.

Lori: Anything else you'd like to say?

Cindy: I feel like I have tons still to say, but want to give the readers a rest, so I'll keep this one short. Thanks again for selecting me for the magazine and website! It really is an honor. This is such a diverse community we are all a part of, with varying levels of transgenderism (is that a word?). I hope thatsomeday I can be a more active part of the TG community. Happy Holidays!

Drag Queen

I was surfing around and found this web site that shows drag queen photos before and after the makeup, actually it shows one half of the face made up.  Very impressive photos.

http://www.walltowatch.com/view/8556/Drag+Queens+Before+and+After

See the link for many other impressive photos.

Going on vacation

I am going on vacation after being in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia for over six months.  I will fly to London and have a three night stay where I will be Cindy, then on to Scotland to be with my family.
While in London I hope to do some shopping. I would like to get a nice day time outfit and then a sexy evening time outfit.  I need a new wig and then some stockings.
Someone told me I look younger as a blond than a brunette and I am all for looking younger.  While in London I will meet a close friend name Jess who has agreed to put up with me for a few days.  Of course I want to do everything but time is limited and sorry that I am not in London at the time Sweet Wednesday is open but there are a couple of other clubs that we will visit on Friday and Saturday night.  Jess will take me to a store where they can recommend what shade of foundation would be best and what eye shadow would be best.  I think it will be fun to be shopping as Cindy and no one in London will care that I am a CD.
I do hope to take a lot of photos while I am dressed and I will post some of them here and on my Flickr site.
I have quit meeting men here in Jeddah.  Meeting strangers in Jeddah is not safe.  I had a application called Grinder where you can post a profile and then find others that might have the same interest.  I posted my profile as a transgendered or CD.  I was about the only CD in a city of  3.5 million people which made me a easy target or at least a curiosity.  I would get messages from 6 to 10 men asking to meet Cindy, how could I say no.  For the first four months I was meeting men every Friday at different local hotels.  The rooms cost around $50-75 a night and were one or two stars but had clean sheets.
I would dress up as Cindy and the men would drop by for a hour or two, where we chatted and then I was treated the pleasure of Arab men.  I will not go into the details but Arab men are studs, and many can come several times in a short period of time.
I did find that most arab men found Cindy in woman clothing a thing of interest but rather have the guy naked and not a guy in a dress.  Sometimes it was disappointing to get all dress up just to be disrobed in a few minutes.  I am overweight, fat and not happy with the way I look but it seems like for a few Arab men this is a plus and I never had a shortage of men to meet.
I have become friends with many of the men I have met and they all caution me about meeting strangers even though they were stranger when we first met.  So I changed my meeting to men that I have met before.
I ended up just meeting one man, Ahmad who I have grown in my affection.  He is gay in a country that will put their citizen in jail for five years for being caught. An they will flog you many times, 1000 to 5000 lashes is not uncommon. If I were caught, I would be deported, if Ahmad was caught he would first be beating into confessing, then tried and found guilty of being gay.
I meet Ahmad for dinning out, shopping and great conservation. We play around a little but even that is risky.  For that last two months, Cindy has not been able to dress.  I tell you this because I am so looking forward in geting out of the country and going to London where it is not a crime to dress and that I will be with my girlfriend Jess and we will just have  marvelous time together.

how old do I look

I read a article about this web site set up by Microsoft that will tell you how old you look.
I tried it as Cindy and I am between 34 and 61 years old depending on the photo.  I tried it as Roger and I am within 4 years of the correct age.  Here are a few of the photos and the suggested age.
Please comment, How old do I look?
The web site is how-old.net

Shopping for women's clothing while cross-dressed as a woman

I found this article about shopping while dressed.

Shopping for women's clothing while cross-dressed as a woman

http://www.lisagirl.net/cross-dressing-tips-and-advice-shop3.html

The pinnacle of being a cross-dresser is dressing up like a woman and going out to shop. While you don't always have the opportunity and sometimes the courage to do this, you will love nothing more than to spend a few hours shopping as a woman whether it's stocking up on groceries or scooping up a handful of items and locking yourself away in the safety of a dressing room. Regardless of the errand, dressing up like a woman and venturing out into public is the biggest reward a cross dresser can give herself. Here is some advice on going out in public.

Fit in with the crowd. If you want to be discreet and invite as few looks from others as possible, then you must fit in with the crowd. Determine what time you want to venture out, and then match your outfit to what the majority of women are wearing at that time. There is always a time of day and scenario that will accommodate your shopping while cross-dressed, so plan ahead and don't be disappointed if you can't always wear a skirt.  If you must wear a skirt an pantyhose out in public, the outfit at right is an example of how you can achieve that while still maintaining a casual look.

Early morning to about 9:30 AM: This is actually one of my favorite times to shop as a cross dresser. The crowds are miniscule and you have the option of dressing up like a woman on her way into work (which means you can wear a skirt and pantyhose), a woman running to the grocery store for a gallon of milk, or a woman getting an early start on her day of shopping. If you dress casually in the morning meaning a pair of jeans, pull your hair back into a ponytail, wear less makeup, and wear fewer accessories. The picture at left is a perfect example of how I often dress when I want to blend in with the crowd...and I'm still managing to wear pantyhose with strappy sandals.  If you are a woman on her way into work, look the part with good makeup, nice hair, and more accessories like a flashy pair of earrings. One other trick that I use when posing as working woman is I've taken an old work badge and laminated a picture of me dolled up over the original picture, so I can wear it around my neck or attach it to the side of my skirt.

9:30 AM to 4:30 PM: This is a more difficult time to cross dress in public. The majority of people out and about are mothers who have just sent the kids to school and are out running errands or shopping for themselves, and we know how much we girls like to scrutinize other girls, so you're more likely to get glances from those around you during this time. If you cross dress during the day in public, you have to dress casually (which usually means no skirt) with the one exception being a working girl who is on her lunch break...a challenging but rewarding scenario if you can pull it off.

4:30 to 7:00 PM: This is a difficult time to cross dress in public because the crowds are likely peaking at this time of day, and it's nearly impossible to be out and about and not get noticed. There are some veteran girls out there who can pull it off any time of day, but for the beginner, I would not recommend shopping or venturing out in public cross dressed during this time. Perhaps a quick run into a grocery store or other store dressed as a working girl on her way home could be done, but it's easier to do this a little bit later.

7:00 PM to Store closing: This is a more relaxing time to head out for a few hours of cross dressing because the crowds are thin and you also have the cover of night. Night time shouldn't make a difference, but I believe it does to a girl's confidence, and since confidence is key, anything that makes you more relaxed is better. You can still pull off the working girl scenario at this hour (the badge helps :), or you can choose to go casual. A lot of women out at this time have dressed into a jogging suit or other clothing that is comfortable to lounge in during these hours. Heavier make-up is acceptable because you would expect that from a woman near the end of the day. Most of my clothing shopping is done during these hours with my grocery shopping done in the morning.  Pictured at right is something that I would typically wear when I want to present myself as a working girl.  This is a great chance to wear a short skirt and heels.

Patronize stores with self-service registers.

It's one thing to put yourself on public display dressed as a woman, but it's quite another to interact with someone face to face. For that reason, when shopping cross dressed it is easiest to patronize those stores that have self serving registers. Knowing that you won't have to talk to anyone increases your confidence level, but be prepared for how you will pay at the register. One time while shopping at Walmart, I pulled my credit card out of my purse out of habit and swiped it through the machine. The lady overseeing the self-serve registers hit the accept button immediately, but that was a possible point of danger if she had asked to see my ID along with the card.  Perhaps she thought I was a legitimate looking women .  I hope.

On another occasion, I purchased some eye shadow applicators while cross-dressed, and the self serve machine couldn't detect that I had placed them in the bagging area because they were so light. As a result, the light above the register started blinking, and I had to explain the situation to the person on duty. I'm positive I was ousted by that experience, so the best advice is to plan ahead and run the possible scenarios though your mind. If you're okay with the chances, then go for it! But you also need to be mentally prepared for the unexpected.

Take baby steps. The first time cross-dressed in public is extremely unnerving regardless of the scenario, so when interacting somewhat with the public, take baby steps. 

Cross-Dressing Shopping For Beginners

Cross-dressing is a multi-level activity with many different avenues to explore. This User Guide is a summary of information downloaded from the internet and arranged for easy reference. This User Guide should not be use as a systematic manual like paint by numbers but should be used based on the your level of cross-dressing experience and knowledge.  Everyone's voyage into cross-dressing will be different.  If you have never cross-dressed then first read as much as you can on the basic subjects.  This User Guide would be a good place to start.  After reading this User Guide, if you have a question then you can do a search on the Internet and find more information on the subject. 

Some men will start cross-dressing by just wearing panty or panty hose.  This can be the first step because the cost is inexpensive and one can ware something feminism under their men cloths without anyone knowing.  If this is your interest then you can skip most of the topics and read about Nylons, Shopping and Legs & Body. For some men this is as far as they wish to go, other this is just something they do daily until have the privacy to do more.

Some men will fully dress but have facial hair and no make up.  They are said to be gender bender and not wanting to act or look like a woman.  For those of you can skip the shaving and makeup information and pick the subjects that interest you, high heal wigs and hair, and shopping.

For men that fully cross-dress and want to look like a woman, the subjects have been arranged in a logical order so you will most likely read from the beginning to the end.

In order to cross-dress you take a naked man and put panty, panty hose or other such female undergarments.  You could borrow them from your mother, sister, aunt, girl friend, wife, or the neighbor.  The problem would be the garments do not fit and you have a chance of being caught.  My recommendation would be to go out and buy something special for your self.  You are interested in dressing because it makes you feel good or feel special.  But if you have fantasies about your mother, sister, aunt, girl friend, wife for neighbor's undergarments then be careful, return the item and if they happened to get soiled, be nice and wash away any evident of your actions.

Many men do not shop for their wives or girl friend especially for the undergarments.  Therefore, to shop for them for you is out of the question.  If that is the case, you are missing some excitement.  You want to dress for excitement so why not start by shopping for yourself.  If you can go to a store out of town, the chance of someone you know seeing you would be reduced.  If you are seen, just pretend you are shopping for your wife or girlfriend.  How many times have we been asked to pick something up for them and everyone know that the man runs errors so no need to worry.

Go to a store that has a self-check out you are less likely to get looks from the cashier.  Matter of fact you would not get looks from the cashier anyway, they really do not care what you buy. When shopping in the woman's departments go there as if you know what you are doing.  It will be confusing at first so make sure you know your size and know the size charts. You want to purchase items that fit and if you are in a hurry, you will grab the wrong size panty hose or bra.  If you are just starting out finding cloths to wear this is not the time or place to try on an outfit.  Buy a size you think will fit; maybe a size larger and when you get home you can try them on all day long.

If a sales person asks you if you need help, say yes and ask for a size or color.  Honestly, they will think it is for the wife or girl friend and even if they suspect it is for you, so what.  Are they going to run around the store broadcasting a man in woman cloths wants a price check on the baby doll nightie. Remember the salesperson is there to make sales and it does not matter if you are male or female

When you pay, remember to bring cash, you do not want anyone to ask you why you charged $48 in Walmart or Penny's.

Once you have made a purchase and you are starting to collect your wardrobe you will have to find a safe place to put them.  I know one man kept his things in a couple of well-rapped garbage bags hidden in the woods near his house.  Another man has a place in the garage where the wife never goes.  However, believe me, no matter where you hide your stuff, someone will find it.  There is a risk in cross-dressing so be thoughtful and hid your tracks.  Best suggestion is to have a box that has 'Good Will' on it.  If the wife asks, you say that Joe from the office asked you to drop off the box and when you cleaned the car, you forgot to put the box back.  You can surf some of the cross-dressing forums for others that have a hiding place for their special thing.

If you cannot bring your self to shop in a store, then best to shop on line.  Just make sure you have a safe mailing address.  The safe mailing address could be a fellow CD, or you rent a private mailbox.  You can receive mail at your office and just tell every one it is a surprise for your wife.  However, when you buy on line there is a paper trail and if you use a credit card someone will want to know what the money was spent.  Some stores will accept money orders or Western Union but that can delay your purchase and delivery. 

If that does not work, you can go on line and try to find a admires or fellow CD that would purchase the items you want.  I just love it when a admires brought me red French cut lace panties and tells me to put them on and model for him.  One man gave me slip, bra, panties, stocking and told me to get sissy. I felt sexy and special because he gave me something sexy.  I did show him my appreciation.

It is suggest that you learn to get over any fears you having to shop for woman cloths.  You need to learn to go shopping so you can find a cloths that fits.  It helps to shop in person to make sure the color and style is what you meets your needs.  Start off going to the Goodwill store or a second hand clothing store where you can shop for less dollars. Most of the time the used clothing stores only have outer garments, dresses, skirts, blouses, shorts, pants, hand bags or other items.  You will have to find other stores for new shoes, stockings, panty, foundation garments, bra, slips and other woman undies.

Buy your wig on line or go to a wig store.  Most sales people will understand when you say you are buying the wig for yourself.  You can buy a wig in the month of October because of Halloween. You  can say that you need a wig for your costume.  You may not want to pay the cost of a real wig but invest in wig of the best quality you can afford.  I purchased my first one at Walmart in Oct where they had several wigs available.  My next wig was from a CD friendly clothing store; my last wig was from online.

I purchased my first pair of shoes from Pay Less, they have sizes 11, 12 and 13 but the selection is not very good.  My next pair was boots purchased from a CD friendly store, and the last pair was from on line.  Please remember four or 5-inch heels might look sexy but they are a pain to walk in and even after a few minutes, your feet will be screaming.  Go for comfort first then looks second.  You might want to build up your toes a little at a time start off with 3-inch heels then 4 inch then 5 inch heels.

Woman underwear can be purchase from any local department store, make sure it has a self-check out and you have cash.  Cheap stockings and panty hose you can purchase at your local pharmacy or drug store.   You can buy some of your makeup there also.  For your outer ware go to your used clothing store, wigs, any wig store, shoes, and discount shoe stores.  You should be able to buy a complete outfit for $150 if you shop correct.

TG Today

I would like to provide a link to a great web site for Cross-dressers and TransGendered people.
Welcome to TGToday.com, This is a transgender site. In this site is information on: presenting yourself head to toe as a female, the 'fear' issues many of us face, photography tips for crossdressers, TG-friendly places in St. Louis, Missouri, transgender links, and lots more transgender information.
This site has a great article on makeup http://www.tgtoday.com/howto/howtomakeup.shtml

A few You Tube items you might enjoy watching

John Leguizamo

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qHItifu95iU

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NWKrXx013cw

Crossdressing Award Winning Film "Gender Bender" - Crossdress Male / Female Clothes / Dress

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7XXpZzGcgoE

Nice picture of Cindy

My Saudi friend took this photo at one of the hotels that we met.  I would rent the room and he would have to sneak into the room.  It is would be risky for two men to be renting the same hotel room.

Cindy in KSA

So I am living in the Kingdom of Saudi Arabia (KSA).  I have been here for six months where the weather has not been so bad but we are approaching the summer months where it might go as high as 130 F daytime temp and over 100 in the heat of the night.
Here is a link to some of the news about KSA and gays. http://wikiislam.net/wiki/Persecution_of_Homosexuals_(Saudi_Arabia)
You go to prison, you get lashed, and you can loose your head for getting caught.

When I arrived I said I would not dress here but it only took less than a week before I met my first Arab man.  I am not sure if Arab men has a interest in a cross-dresser or not.  I do know that my white body next to their brown body makes for striking photos.  After my first encounter I felt safe and started to meet men I would meet on line.  I rented a hotel room and invited the men to visit me.  I would dress up all day and have between three and seven visitor during my hotel stay.
There was never a lack of men who wanted to meet Cindy from the USA, a white, sexy cougar.
Some of the men I met enjoyed seeing me in a dress, makeup and wig but in five minutes I was stripped naked and was just a white guy with a wig and makeup on.

You will be surprise how may men want to be sucked and to top another guy.  Homosexuality is a product of the social society they have here in KSA.  the schools are segregated male and females, so are the Mosque and most of the restaurants.  There are separate dining rooms for Family and females and the males.  So in public there is little or no chance to meet a girl, hold hands, kiss or bet to second base.  Homosexuality happens with healthy boys are force to be alone an for girls to force to be alone.  The men I have meet has admitted that in school you either became a top or a bottom.  They said that there sister and wives have admitted having girl on girl activities.
There are no adult book stores, to adult theater or gay bath house.  I could have meet twice as many men if I had a place to meet and play.  The hotel room was about $60 a night and I could only afford to rent two or three time a month.  I did meet some men at their homes but that was rare because most men that I met were married or was still living at home.

I only dressed in the hotel room and never would venture out dress, that is way to risky.  It was risky to meet men from on line.  I used applications like grinder, we chat and whatsapp to find local men for a meeting.  I was lucky that some of the men liked Cindy and wanted to meet me again.  I developed a very close relationship with one young Saudi man.  I will write more about him later.

Here in the KSA there is a large police force to counter terrorism.  Your email are read, you chat text are read, the internet is censored . It is a wonder that you can use the internet to find someone like mind as you are.  I did know that the internet was not secure and secured a VPN account before I left.  I can been on line and at least my conservation, or email is safe from the eyes of the government.
But one thing for sure, they are more interested in finding terrorist then queers.

I was somewhat bold when it came to KSA and for several month remain bold in finding and meeting men, where I would opening say I was a crossdresser and would post a photo or two with my profiles on grinder, we chat or other social chat application.  My Arab friends warned me about the risks but I keep on meeting Arab men from on line.  Also, since no gays re allowed in KSA, there are not support organization for gays.  No free AIDS testing, That makes the gay population at a higher risk because no one is tested on a regular basis.  It finally sunk in that the risk of getting caught was high and the risk of getting something bad was high.  I have backed off from meeting local men.  I have gotten rid of my chat programs to avoid the temptation of meeting a stranger.

I can say it has been hard and the desire to dress to impress and to pretend to be a woman for a dominate man is high but I will spend my time blogging and writing erotic stories.

I will see if I can keep this blog going and hope that you find it interesting being a crossdresser in KSA.  I would say I was only one of two that would be seen in the local chat rooms and think there was only five CD in all the country.

FAQ crossdressing

I found many CD sights with FAQ on the subject. Below are links to those sites.

FAQ were copied from the following web sites

http://ladiesknightout.com/CrossdressingFAQs.htm

http://www.gendercentre.org.au/cross_dressing_information.htm

http://lvtgw.jadephoenix.org/Info_htm/General/cdfaq02.htm Copyright © 2001 by Diane Wilson. All rights reserved.

http://seahorsesoc.org/questions.html

http://ladiesknightout.com/CrossDressingFAQs.htm

http://crossdressersociety.com/crossdressing-faq

http://www.tri-ess.org/cd01.html

http://www.geocities.ws/karenspecial/faq001.html

If a link does not work, please send me a email at cindyusa58@yahoo.com

Beauty of the Month Contest

I am so sorry for not blogging more.  I said I would and I have not.  I have a new job and been busy but that is not excuse. What is new with me.
I have moved to Saudi Arabia.  Yes, no kidding, I am working and living in the town of Jeddah which is located on the Red Sea.
I have been here since Sept 14.  I will write more later, promise.
I have a arab boy friend, I will write more about him later.
I won the Beauty of the Month contest at FemmFever.  It took me three times by finally won.  Some of my photos are posted there, follow this link http://www.femmefever.com/bom/apr15/winner/cindy.html
I have started two groups one Yahoo and one Flickr

https://www.flickr.com/groups/2788492@N25/

https://groups.yahoo.com/neo/groups/CindyUSA/info

Please join and post photos, erotic stories, start a discussion