A little about me. I
am a cross-dresser and have been for about five years. I love everything about cross-dressing from
the way woman clothing feels on my body and the attention I receive when
dress. I first started to dress because
one man told me to wear pantyhose. I
slip on a pair and he slipped his cock between my legs and got very
excited. He finally pulled down my
pantyhose and bent me over or his pleasure.
I realized then that some men wanted to meet a guy that wore pantyhose,
or pantie or dressed in woman clothes.
My evolution from a straight heterosexual to a bisexual with
a cross-dressing fetish was a long journey.
My sex life with my wife was decreasing resulting in my consent state of
hornyness. I was jacking off every day in the shower to get that release. It so
happen that about this time there was the invention of home computer and adult bulletin
boards. I used the computer to access
the bulletin board where one could find woman wanting sex. Over the next few years I meet many women for
NSA sex. I dated one fine woman for nine months and had more sex with here in
that time than with my wife for the last ten years. Affairs do not last, all
women want more that what I could offer, I was not going to leave my wife so we
broke up. I had another affair that
lasted seven years where we met when we could. That affair ended when I moved
away.
As I turned 40, it was harder to find a willing woman which leads
me to use swinging magazines to find couples that wanted to have a
threesome. At first the couples I met were
straight where the wife just wanted a new dick to suck and to fuck her. I met one couple whee the wife was trim, fit,
and had a very sexy body. During our
threesome, she hopped on top of me, facing away, with her pussy over my mouth
and sucking my cock. After a few
glorious minutes I felt something different.
I felt four hands and felt a mouth licking my balls and a mouth sucking
my cock. I very strange but great
feeling. I realized that the hubby was
licking my balls and I had to decide if I was homophobic or not. Well, it felt so good I just laid there and
let it happen.
After that experience looked for men to suck my cock. It was one way, then suck me, I was not
interested in sucking them or even seeing their cock. I was able to find at least one man a week to
take my load. Off and on I was still
meeting women, couples and these male cocksuckers. I started to go to adult book stores with
glory holes to get sucked and to adult theaters. All I had to do was show my hard cock and I
had a guy on his knees. Over the years I
had many women suck my cock and had men to do the same. Men are better at giving head and I started to
focus on finding bisexual, and gay men suck me off.
After three years of one way receiving fallatio from men I
decided I wanted to try to give fallatio to a guy. I found a man that told me
he would be patient and let me go at my own pace sucking him. First time I made him wear a condom. The condom tasted awful and kept him from climaxing. The second time I tried sucking him without the
condom and still he was not able to ejaculate.
He jacked off his cock for me which was the first time I saw another man
shoot his load. The third time I sucked
him he came in my mouth. I had to decide
if I should spit or swallow, I swallowed and it was wonderful, I was now hooked
on sucking cock.
What was a turn on for me was the fact that I made the man ejaculate. It was my mouth on his cock sucking, licking
blowing him, making my mouth like a pussy and having him use me for his
pleasure. I enjoyed the whole idea of
being on my knees, giving pleasure to a man.
I now became the mouth behind the glory hole and the man sucking cock in
the adult theaters.
My search for people to have sex with lead me to found Bi
couples where the hubby wanted to play with a guy while the woman watched. When in the adult theater I did enjoy being
watched by others and enjoyed it when a line formed when I was on my
knees. I met a guy that to suck his
cock. After a few times he told me he
had a girlfriend who wanted to watch two men go at it. I said sure.
He told me his girlfriend would not play, just wanted to watch. I met the couple and the next thing I was
naked with him on the bed with him making out with me. I had never been kissed by a man before so
that was something new. I liked it. I sucked him, he sucked me, we did 69. Next I knew,
was on my stomach and he was on top, putting some lube between my cheeks
and started to make me only. I was not
ready for this. My hold was so tight he had to use his finger to lube me well
and tried me again. This time the girlfriend helped guide his cock, (larger
than normal) and told me to relax, which I did allow him to get the head of his
cock in my lubed ass. I had never
experienced pain like that before, it brought tears to my eyes but there was
pleasure too. After a few deep strokes,
the lube was working and the pain was less.
After that afternoon
he would invite me over to his house for a beer with the pretense of watching
sports. Without me kning, he would
invite another man over also. Everything
seemed normal, just a few guys watching sports until one guy would take out his
cock and start jacking. The the other
guy would and both were looking at me. My
friend would say, “Get your cocksucking mouth over her now slut.” I would start
off sucking one then the other. It was
not long the guest wanted something more.
He moved to behind me, slipped off my shorts and slowly penetrated my
body. I was now sandwich between to men, giving oral to one and being fucked by
the other. This happened almost every
weekend, I was the bottom bitch. My friend would invite a different man over each
time. My friend made me feel like a
whore, he was the pimp finding Johns to use me for their please. I could have said no but kept on accepting
the invites. Besides, being a sexual sandwich was a most enjoyable feeling.
All things good does not last long. I switched jobs, moved away to another state
but continued to be a cocksucker. I remained a cocksucker for several years
when I was asked to put on panty hose for a man. That one request started me down the road of
Cross-dressing providing pleasure for
men. It was not until a few years ago that I had my first makeup
session/lesson and that Cindy really became transformed into a cross-dressing
bisexual with a fetish..
I now enjoy dressing up and going out as Cindy. I go out to the Castle Lounge a TV adult club
and to the TV club Extra. I enjoy the
attention I get when at the bar and a strange man pats my butt and asks me if
he can buy me a drink. So from this long
story, you now know that I like to dress, give fallatio, can be a bottom. I will let men kiss me. I am very submissive and seek men that are
aggressive and knows what they want. I
am not interested me getting off but it is my job get the man off. I am all for giving pleasure to the man which
gives me pleasure. I am not into real
pain, piss or SCAT.
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